Showing posts from September, 2008

jamie's birthday



drove again.

to town.

it feels good driving on the expressway.

slamming on the accelerator. 

because i can feel that i'm in control.

i'm feeling bored.
i want to play games. i bet lm is having fun with roseon.

luck and unluck are of equilibrium

i've been facing a week of mental and physical turmoil. i need to rant.

a good start and a shock and disappointment in the middle of the week. followed by ache and pains throughout my body. backache, and a throbbing headache and a tummy ache and random muscle aches that attack randomly. i'm sweating and yet i'm feeling cold. i don't have appetite to eat and i do wish it comes back soon. gah, i just pull out like 10 strands of hair! もしかしてステレス!?! this is how i passed my weekend.

feeling blue.

i've thought of somethings that could lift my mood up.
#2 the real driver license (edwin says around 2 weeks)
#3 a sudden windfall of cash
#4 gah, the aching to stop
#5 oh, and a dslr.

empty promises

i believe something good will be coming right up.

how long?


went to school today for contingency meeting about the OIAP. i hope tomorrow turns out great for those who're going to apply for the F visa. cross fingers for now.  i do not wish for alternative plans to kick in after so much waiting.

i drove dad's car. couldn't get used to it as it's much bigger, its auto and the direction indicator and wiper are on different sides compared to the honda i used to practice on. so in the beginning i keep switching the wiper on. the worst part was not knowing how to off it. my poor passengers which include a 3 & a 8 year old was freaked out when the seemingly long journey ended at ngee ann.

i'm coming up with evil plans to borrow cars from my relatives because.
i do need more practicing before i'm ready to drive other people.


super ecstatic!

and i'm super hungry now. i can eat a whole pig!

i'm finally licensed to driveeeeee.


MAMA MIA, here we go again!

my my, how can i resist you.

caught mama mia. it was nice nice. i love most of the songs. i thought i wouldn't like it when i saw the first 10 minutes of the show. but super trooper oldies songs are the best.

greece is such a beautiful place. ahhh~

we played with lanterns, sparklers, candles and bubbles afterwards. so fun! practically hang out our whole day at amk. which was very much fulfilling.

it's times like these .


いつの間にか 私は嘘つきになった…

「君は強いね」と あなたは言うけれど
書きかけのメール 言えない本音

期待 理想 押し付けて
白か 黒か わからない
曖昧で 意地悪な 現実の世界

いつの間にか 私は嘘つきになった
いつの間にか 笑顔も忘れてた
ひとりきり 彷徨いながら
ホントはね 強がってるの※

なにをするために ここにいるんだっけ
気がつけば今日も 消えてく私

計算 理屈 大嫌い
ありきたりの言葉 いらないのに
敵か 味方か わからない
やさしくて 意地悪な 現実の世界

傷つくのが怖くて 嘘つきになった
胸がきしむ 音にさえも
気づかなくて 泣くことも忘れてた
傷みとか 隠しながら
交差点 歩いている


i wish i'm in shanghai.
because there's SMTOWN LIVE this weekend. i could have been there!


i think this is an odd combination. but, the common thing is that we love singing.
and harris drove us home today. so nice.

kill one calculate one. ginger adult

meet zeph at 1pm(we meet on timeeee!{腕時計}) to go to bugis for shopping and sharing of his zouk event experience. quite funny.
then gary came at 2pm while we snacked at J.Co donuts.{マグカップ}
lunched at around 2.30pm when edward came with stories of his brunei trip. really gross.{ショック}
went to play arcade right after.{コントローラー}
qingyu joined us around 4.30pm. we rested at J.Co donuts again.{バトン赤}
edward left after counting and becoming more depressed as the time reaches nearer to his book in time.
headed to dhoby ghaut for another round of arcade. where yongkai joined us at around 7pm.
dinner at PS xin wang which was overwhelming. i was full to the brim. more chitchatting.

so many repetitions. JCO -> lunch -> arcade -> Jco -> arcade -> dinner.

and i forgot to add, i think there's something wrong with my perception of beauty. because i think an exclassmate of mine looks like jay chou. and there's a jolin tsai lookalike in school.

bad habits

we caught bad habits. my first m18 movie!
ate korean food which filled all the way to our throats.
the day ended with a nice chit chat cum photo session at starbucks.


Slow Dance

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly’s erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.

Time is short.
The music won’t last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?

When you ask: How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done,
do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.

Time is short.
The music won’t last.

Ever told you child
We’ll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time
To call and say, “Hi”?

You better slow down.
Don’t dance so fast.

Time is short.
The music won’t last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry through your day,
It’s like an unopened gift thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower.


shout out loud

i spent my whole day nuah-ing at home. i could have gone out with twins. zzz. ugh, nevermind, at least i managed to "play" with jingjing.


i woke up from a nightmare with eyes still tearing.
it's history depicted all over again. full of dread.


OMG at the quality. zzz
download should be okay.
GAH. 5 minutes peek

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