i'm missing suzhou, missing the people, missing maria my afom.
the 5 months was a short time, it seems almost like a dream when i boarded the flight back the other day. there's noone who could truely understand the feeling except maybe meiqing.
it seems like i'm back to reality and the problems hit me. my life seems to be in a mess right now and i have no idea where to start. seriously, it was much easier to adapt to suzhou life than in singapore. i can't believe that i have been crying since day 1.