i made a choice.
We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can’t have it. And because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. Or because we’re so desperate to pretend that things are OK, really, that confessing to ourselves they’re not looks like a bad move. Go on, say what you want. … Whatever it is, say it to yourself. The truth will set you free. Either that or it’ll get you a punch in the nose. Surviving in whatever life you’re living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul, so take a break from the lies for just one minute.
no matter how hard it is going to be. or how difficult it seems. i would welcome it. it is a challenge for me to test my limits. i want to see how hard i can fall and stand up.
just like this blog is all glam and fun of my life. there are times where i feel like the worst. like today. fUHRCK! but anyways as the saying goes,'Do not argue with an idiot. He will drag you down to his level and beat you with experience.' i must keep this in mind always.
and i need to save for deutsch lessons, future planning and some touring around europe again.